Today is the day I marked on my calendar in October of last year. Didn't dawn on me at the time that is was also, April Fool's day.....isn't that ironic?
For months, I dreaded this day. But, now that it is here, I am glad.
Today is the day, I start living my life.
Today is the day, I stop going backwards.
Today is the day, I stop waiting.
Today is the day that I LET GO.
No longer holding on to a dream from the past, and living in the future. I am here, living in the present.
Today is the day, I stop making choices and decisions based on something that may or may not happen, months or years in the future.
The past is gone.
The future isn't here.
All I have is NOW.
So, far, I have been presented with 2 very different options that arrived totally out of the blue. Rather than dismissing them right from the get go, (due to living my life in a holding pattern), I am actually entertaining them!
As I revamp my life, send good thoughts and positive energy my way.
Old habits are hard to break, and today is THE day I break them!
Later Ya'll...^Belle^
good Luck to you Belle..
Gloria
I was 10 and she didn't allow me to look at her COSMO. Well one day she was out and I snuk a peek...it was my first time...
I saw his photo (didn't know who the hell it was) and I went...WTF???
(O.k., I didn't say that, but I was in shock!!!) I was nervous and excited at the same time!
But it got better...the magazine was in a drawer...and under it was a very explicit book called,.."Sue Suckit" I read it and was entranced!
I hear the door,...mom was HOME...I quickly shoved the book and mag. back in the drawer, slammed it shut, zipped out of their bedroom!!!
I made a mad dash to my room, jumped on my bed and grabbed my Nancy Drew Book....
Nancy Drew had NOTHING on Sue Suckit...or Burt!! LOL
Thanks for the memories!!
And remember the past is gone you don't live there anymore.
PS I'm so proud of you...
Congrats on the beginning of living your new life!!
One foot in yesterday...the other in tomorrow and pissing on today....I LOVE THAT!
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Bear Hugs & Nuzzles~
PolarB ;)