So, I am feeling really antsy. The need to get away, as in get out of the state of Alabama is pushing my buttons, and pushing them hard!

I could go to my aunt's in Arkansas.....

Or...my aunt in Georgia....

My uncle in Georgia...

My friend Jack's in Tenneflippingsee....

There are many places around here I could go...great little places just to get away from it all....But I need to put distance between me, Alabama....everything and everyone in Alabama.

The last 10 days has been a nightmare. Yesterday was bittersweet. It was alpha and omega.

I need days and nights of peace and quiet.

Days where I don't think...

Days where I don't wonder and question.

Days where I am not twisted up inside like a frigging pretzel.

Days where my mind is blank.

Days where I don't wonder about...when....if....how...

Days where I don't wonder about what is going on or how long....

Nights where I don't toss and turn or walk the floor, struggling with all the conflicts and contradictions in my life.

I need nights of looking at the moon as it plays on the water.

A place where I feel safe, connected and dialed in......

Just dawned on me.....

I know where to go.

Later Ya'll...^Belle^